just got back from ASIC closing meeting

 

so much has changed...

 

a question occurs to me-

 

what makes people join an organization, and stay there?

 

someone once told me that there were only two reasons: one is that you can develop yourself there, the other is you can make life-long friends

 

the reason is not roll call, dance, bonding, or party, which makes you enjoy being here more, but won't keep you staying, which is the means, not the purpose

 

i don't wanna be anywhere but here, i don't wanna be with anybody but you, due to the days we have spent together, fighting and achieving

 

that's what keeps me here, and what keeps everyone else here

 

that's what keeps an organization moving on

 

bear that in mind

 

b*tch

 

残忍吗？

 

是包容之后的伤害，还是伤害之后的包容？

 

也许，没有伤害，就意识不到包容的可贵？

 

或者，没有包容，我们早就失去这种互相伤害的机会

 

growing pains

 

我们不需要辩解，我们也不需要原谅

 

在这样的一年以后，原谅和辩解，真有那么重要吗？我们不是已经，在这一年里，互相原谅和了解了吗？

 

 

就像natalie说的，我现在有自己的LC baby了~育婴日记开张大吉~~~~~

 

当选不过几天，却感觉被香槟泼得狼狈的景象已经过去很久很久了

 

EB selection并不容易，要跳出自己原来的惯性思维也不容易，让别人接受你的想法更不容易

 

当上LCP后的第一个感觉是，突然和无数原来关系并不紧密的人千丝万缕……MC，ASIC，member……每个人都有充分的理由约你出来，天天工作餐

 

yes, i am taking care of my baby

 

要想得很多，要学的更多

 

 

现在我对EE不是那么确定了><

 

又是西主楼219,又是满眼鳞次栉比的导线,又是插了拔拔了插的2个半小时,又是心神狂乱地被老师轰了出去...

 

又是电子系的电子技术实验啊

 

真的,从这一门课,才开始体会到电子系这三个字的分量,才体会到我对这个东东的不开窍

 

今天,又壮烈地毁了两个片子

 

室友在打电话,曰:我是造手机的,不是用手机的...

 

这,是所谓的电子人的既定发展路线吗?是我从来就没有融入过,现在更为疏离的同学们,都欣然接受的事实吗?

 

很多人都说,你为什么不转系啊

 

奇怪的是,我并不想

 

我也不知道,再给我一次机会,我会选择什么专业

 

是我勇猛面对挑战也好,是我其实不想再挑战自己也好,是我固执也好,是我自虐也好,我,生是电子系的人,死是电子系的...

 

不说了,继续画逻辑图去...

 

LCP roxie, what a title...

 

i still need time to reflect on what happened...last night is like a dream, the speech, the miserable one hour i survived, the 'wedding', the champagne...not until today, when all of you shot SMG and emails at me, do i realize it indeed happened

 

i am just an ordinary girl, leading an ordinary life, dreaming ordinary dreams. i only want to be with those i care about, believing they also care about me

 

so lucky i am, to have you guys around me

 

i don't think it's so great an achievement i did

 

i did it just because of this simple fact

 

the simple fact, that i want to be together with you

 

natalie said to me: now, this is your LC

 

i'd rather say, this is our LC

 

without you, it makes absolutely no sense

 

without you, @ makes absolutely no sense

 

 

p.s. i won't be an annoying kid who makes a fuss on blog ever again... sorry for having made you worry about me these days...